I have some shocking and disturbing news to report to my global audience.

In June 2024 I had increasing difficulty urinating and defecating. About 2 months before I suddenly lost about 30 pounds. In a 2 week period. I was in denial, I was in a state of shock. I am now 66 and I never got ill in my life, I never went to the doctor. My blood pressure was always low, when I was 45 I used to be able to run a mile in under 6 minutes, 5 miles in 47 minutes or so.

So my wife and son took me to the emergency room, on June 23, 2024 [6-23-2024]. I could not urinate. A large and important hospital in Santa Rosa, CA. I was dying.

CT scan showed 2 large tumors near my pancreas and spleen. A biopsy was needed, so they stuck a large needle into me and took a sample of the tumor tissue. For security reasons I will not identify my oncologist, but he was convinced I had pancreatic cancer – until the results of the biopsy came in, which took about 10 days. He told me I would live only several more months.

“I do not think I have pancreatic cancer and I don't sense I will soon die,” I told him, calmly and politely. The biopsy, which caused considerable internal bleeding, proved me right. Results from the biopsy finally confirmed that I had "diffuse large B-cell lymphoma." It's called "liquid cancer" and amazingly it is readily and quickly "obliterated" by chemotherapy. That's the word my oncologist used -- obliterated. I am very fortunate. No imminent death. My oncologist is a great guy, very smart and very impressive. He was amazed I was right. I had none of the classic symptoms of pancreatic cancer. 

So now you know why I have been absent for the past 7 months. I am back at work, I feel great, after 3 chemotherapy infusions, each about 20 days apart. I felt pretty bad, some low grade pain throughout my body, in the 15 days following the first infusion. I took 5mg of oxycodone to “disappear” the pain. I was hospitalized for 3.5 weeks.

The second and third infusions went without any pain, I felt pretty normal. I am still pretty weak, I have trouble walking, but I am gaining muscle back and my appetite is totally normal now. I could barely eat anything before, it was after the second infusion that my appetite returned to normal.

I have a PICC [peripherally inserted central catheter] line [triple lumen] in my upper right arm, this is for intravenous drug administration. Also for chemo infusions. I have lost most of my hair. I had 5 blood transfusions, actually they gave me 5 units of blood to boost my low red blood cell count. I have a Foley catheter inserted up my penis and urethra, all the way up to my bladder. It empties my bladder, into a sac. In the middle of October I will be finished with my chemotherapy infusions and the urethra catheter and the PICC line will be removed. The PICC line goes all the way to my heart, in a vein of course.

I could cite a lot more detail but I think you are probably satisfied with this account of the facts. My cognition was failing, at one point I had trouble talking – a little like Joe Biden. I could not speak in sentences, and words were not coming to me. My memory, particularly short term memory, was failing.

I was dying. My wife was appalled, my oldest son stayed with me 24/7 in the hospital. The hospital staff saved my life and I am very grateful to them. They have performed so impressively. The nurses were excellent. For security reasons I will not yet identify the name of the hospital. I had 7 weeks of intravenous vancomycin, which I just completed. This was done to kill what they feared was the growth of a rare bacteria on one of my heart valves. Vancomycin is one of the most powerful antibiotics you can get. The CT scans showed I have virtually no atherosclerosis. All my organs are in excellent condition. Most impressive is I am working again. I kept my sense of humor throughout.

Coming close to death is frankly a valuable and interesting experience. I will explain that in an article sometime in the future.

This morning I noticed that Bill Burns and Roger Moore published an article in the Financial Times. As you probably know Burns heads up the CIA and Moore the British equivalent of the CIA. BBC reported on it. I was amused. It looks like they might be doing this to counter my arguments. Probably so. Even when I am dying my influence is still formidable. Hilarious. I am not dead yet!

Burns and Moore want to argue – and they apparently think they are persausive – that the US government is concerned about the Gaza Palestinians also the Slavs in Ukraine. It's a joke. They suggest that Ukraine must prevail against Russia – and that peace is possible in Gaza.

These beliefs are so asinine it is just unbelievable. Russia will certainly defeat Ukraine and will occupy all of Ukraine. Hamas will defeat the Israeli armed forces. How long will this take, in each case? I would estimate some 10 years. Biden dropped out because his health is failing, he has dementia. In 5 years it will be really obvious. Trump recently said he would hammer American universities if they permitted “antisemitism” on their campuses. The Israeli government totally controls the US government. I always knew this but now this shocking reality is there for everyone to see.

Again, I'm not dead yet. I run the US government – even the entire world – from my hospital bed. Burns and Moore are jokers, it is really pathetic. The Jews must have called them both up and demanded they put together their little FT piece. It is really stupid. They are talking out of their ass. The mission of the CIA is to advise the president of the truth. That is obviously not the reality. Total farce.

I think it is great to be alive, and I really question why I got this lymphoma cancer. I am certainly fortunate it was not pancreatic cancer. I will report to you the results of the PET-CT scan which happens in mid-November. My oncologist and I are expecting it to show that the liquid cancer is totally obliterated – eradicated. And he told me he expects that I will not see a return of the "diffuse large B-cell lymphoma" but they will be doing a PET-CT scan of me every 6 months for 3-5 years to determine whether the lymphoma is returning. So the prognosis is excellent.